This article is for info purposes only and provides an insightful account of one individuals experience with the use of anabolic steroids in the areas of sports and body building.

All through my adolescent years I suffered low self esteem induced by my perception that bigger was always better. By the age of 18 I stood 5’07” high and weighed in at only 9 stone. I began to take part in mixed martial arts and drug free body building in the hope of silencing my diminished ego.  Unfortunately my size constantly appeared to hinder me in all my ambitions whether or not that be my social life, love life or my career. I realized that however healthy I became it was irrelevant as I still appeared little from a visual perspective. By the age of 21 having worked out in the gym on and off for approximately 3 years I started to read concerning anabolic steroids. The more I learned the more convinced I grew to become that my life was incomplete without having steroids. I examined other individuals experiences with different kinds of steroids and the phenomenal outcomes they had achieved in such a quick space of time. I understood that I may exercise all my life and still not be the size that I wanted due to my bad genetics.

I spoke to close friends and acquaintances at the gym but kept getting knocked back again when I inquired regarding steroids. It is practically like a taboo topic that nobody wanted to discuss let alone furnish the suitable connections. I prayed day and night that I would discover a connection willing to hook me up. I was getting nowhere and commenced thinking about purchasing products on the internet. This was a final resort for me as I understood how many fakes were on the net and a lot of instances customs would end up seizing your package anyway.

Lastly one day I received information of a big time pharmacist who was ready to talk to me. To cut a long story short I ordered 2000 tablets of Thai Dianabol, a great number of ampoules of Decca Durabolin and Sustanon. I additionally had Nolvadex and Clomid to hand to sort out any concerns of testicular shrinkage or the so known as man bust side effects.

I can recall having all these tablets, vials, ampoules, needles and syringes in front of me and pondering at last I was going to live my dream. I was 21 years old and lastly ready to give it my all and prove to the world that I was no wuss.

I keep in mind I had goose pimples and was practically shaking before I had my initial tablets of Dianabol. By this time I was in part time employment and turned up to work for the first time pondering I was invincible. My confidence was oozing and I could barely hold my excitement.

By the time I got home, I took off my top and stood in the mirror I was in disbelief. 10 hrs from my first tablets of Dianabol I could see noticeable growth. In 10 hrs I had developed more than 3 years of weight lifting albeit sporadically.

That evening I consulted my more youthful brother who agreed to shoot me with my first ever intravenous does of Decca and Sust 250. I was so nervous my brother had to apply emla anesthetic cream on the shooting area so that I would not sense the discomfort of the needle. I had frozen the needles as suggested on the net and after two hrs my upper outer buttock felt numb from the emla cream. I realized afterwards it was time and my brother got ready the syringe utilizing exceptional cleanliness. He had alcoholic wipes and prepared every thing to surgical precision.

The time got here and I lay flat on the bed and closed my eyes and prayed quietly. The needle was out as swiftly as it had entered and I felt no pain whatsoever. My brother applied an alcoholic patch and a tergaderm plaster to seal the injection sight. What followed was a sensation of euphoria, supremacy and energy that I had certainly not felt in my life. In hindsight I can imagine this was almost certainly more from the reality that I had completed the procedure without chickening out then the actual injection itself.

I registered anything in my little diary so that I could keep track of my progress weekly. Inside of 4 weeks I had turned into a beast. My delts and pecks were ripping from my shirt. My legs barely fitted into my trousers because of the sheer measurements of my quads and buttocks. I strolled about my office looking and feeling like a titan. No longer did I appear modest in front of even the largest of guys. Yes I was even now the same height but there was no question you can see a body builder from a mile away.

When it came to mixed martial arts though my cardio was lacking the sheer power and rage that that steroids offered me meant that I was always hungry for a battle. I became a formidable opponent in Brazilian Ju-Jitsu having the potential to lift and slam my opponent whatever their weight.

In fairness my weight lifting was simply to poor but that didn’t make any difference as steroids made sure that I grew every day without any requirement to weight train hard. Steroids made my appetite increase so I would eat every little thing in my path. I had discontinued caring concerning the know-how I had obtained from the fitness magazines concerning the value of excellent diet and a sound training routine.

I did a 12 week cycle which was most likely one of the more memorable periods of my life. In quite a few ways this initial cycle gave me back my self esteem and showed what life was like to be a big man. Whenever I got into arguments at work I did not care who was on the receiving end, as I was ready to take on any battle with any man. I cherished the feeling and it is an experience I will glance back on fondly most likely for the rest of my life.

Now employing the pleasure pain theory, when there is an up there needs to be a down. Indeed I learned this really swiftly through my cycle. Simply because my diet plan was full of junk food made up of salt, I had problems with water retention leading to my body to look bloated. My gut would distend like I was pregnant and I even had a double chin. I had small stretch marks all over my body which remain to this day. My blood pressure was over 130 consistently and my heart rate was additionally elevated. I had severe roid rage where I would fly off the handle at the slightest matter then think what it was all regarding. I had poor quality sleep owing to insomnia and sometimes heart palpitations would wake me up at night. I would have discomfort from muscle cramps in my feet where I was feeling like I had been stabbed for a couple of seconds but they would pass. All the above I could put up with but what came immediately after the end of the 12 week cycle was the worst part of my life. Suddenly within two to 3 weeks of finishing my cycle I had almost lost 60% of my weight gains. It was like it simply disappeared with out reason. I became stressed out and discontinued working out. I started thinking there was anything wrong with my health and quickly booked an appointment with my doctor. She asked me to take a blood test which pointed out heightened LDL cholesterol level, decreased HDL levels and disturbingly elevated levels of triglycerides and bilirubin values.

Things soon enough solved themselves on their own and my future liver function checks were much better. The million dollar question afterwards, was it all worth it? There are a lot of things I did wrong with my steroid routine that could have met that most of the more critical side effects could have been prevented or counteracted with later acquired expertise. Even then all I can say is that God designed the human body perfect. Everything you try to do to surpass your genetic barrier will induce a negative feedback system in your body forcing your body to restore its former shape. My guidance is accordingly, be pleased within yourself, your appearance is important but not at the expense of your health. Workout naturally, eat good wholesome food and stay away from steroids.

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